You know what? So what if we're going over with next to nothing? We're going to make it. That's life. People get jobs, people make money, they're able to make ends meet. My mom and I can do it. All this stuff has been happening for a reason. Our money was stolen to make us stronger. That's what's going to happen. We knew it was going to be a struggle in the beginning. We're going to make it

And I'm going to be a kick ass graphic designer once I get to start focusing on my art more. I'm going to save up my money when I get a job, and I'm going to buy a computer and I'm going to buy a camera, and I'm going to get my plane tickets to visit Paul in Canada. It's a new beginning and I won't let this get me down any more.
Paul made tonight perfect. He took me out to dinner. Omg, the food was amazing. I ate 'till I almost felt sick...lol

Then we came home by me and we cuddled on the couch...and we told each other how sad we'd be apart...we let everything out...and then we counted off the things to look forward to while we're apart...and everything is going to be ok. I've never trusted anyone in my entire life like I trust Paul; Paul is the only stability I've ever had in my life and boy is he a keeper

Have I ever gotten all mushy about Paul here? If not, it's about time

. He's the most honest person I know. He's the long-term commitment type. He's funny, warm, loving, and down to earth. He's a geek like me...a little misfit...but he's not afraid to be himself. That's one of the things I admire the most about him.

He treats me like a queen. He's never shouted at me. If one of us is mad at the other, he doesn't let it rest until we've settled the matter and both of us are happy again. We've been together for almost 2 years and 8 months and even though things are going so wrong in other areas of my life, I feel like the luckiest person in the world.







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